Definitely lost ..
Don’t you think we have all been trapped from outside by good/bad life – pleasing/unpleasing looks, brains/loosers, popularity/detest, careers, friends or spouses. I keep asking myself where this society, the people, this tempt to live a healthy and satisfying life will lead me to and if i m going to find myself my heaven, when and where it would be ..?? These unsolved mysteries, the inner cry keep puzzling me attimes…
No wonder, we feel felicitated and the next clock feel mazed and receded. Aren’t we lost somewhere with an intriguing smile ? A riddle so far beyond a normal human vision. When we are alone but our thoughts keep occupying us-often we are sad, often smiling. We hurt. And we cry. With everything right going on, we don’t feel right. We wait & we wait & we wait for the person or promotion or recognition that will make that ache go away, but it doesn’t. We are those who are often laughing & even boisterous with our friends. But if you look closely, the eyes reveal the truth.
There’s this inexplicable sadness in them. And one with those eyes recognizes another, for those eyes seek a kindred. They are sharp in seeing pain, though often helpless in doing anything about it. Their solitude is both prison & paradise for them. Again, it follows them wherever they go, this need for being alone. Yet, when alone they seek the company of another. They want two worlds and are happy in neither. They don’t know what they want. Struggle to catch the sun, the moon & the stars. But those are never enough. They are fragmented. Like an unfinished jigsaw puzzle; with pieces missing. And after some time we start believing those pieces are lost, definitely lost …
P.S :- I know it’s not a pleasing sonnet, just take it as a negative crit to life which keeps varying with time and pace. Even moon have a dark side and so does my writing ..
P.S :- I just digged out the fun of playing Zynga games in Facebook ( Farmville, Cafe World, Mafia Wars ) while having cold and febricity. And as greatly said by Sakshi hyanki di ” we are glad we have these zynga games during hard times. What loosers we are .. “ am gonna put it to a Stop ..!!
P.S :- Where’s Chetan Bhagat sleeping ? Why isnt he promoting his 4′th writing ” 2 states ” ..??
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